Don't Sell Yourself Cheap!

Everyone of us has his own price. I don’t mean the price of a personality, but the price of relationship. Everyone of us has to pay the price to have this or that relationship. The price is always different: acceptance, respect, constancy, loyalty, obedience, freedom, the right for a mistake, respect.

Last year there was a special day: 11/11/11. It happens once in a hundred years. Number 11 means revelation, I didn’t know it, but that day in the morning God gave me a very encouraging revelation, which helps until this day.

At that period I was at the conference in Cherkassy and in the first day there the Holy Spirit drew my attention to the fans that stood on the stage. I looked at them and thought that they were really very beautiful, I definitely liked them.

Next morning I thought about relationships between people and God reminded me about the fans. At first I didn’t understand, but He continued to speak.

Communism in Church

A friend of mine told me about her dream, which she had last week. The dream was about communists who took rower over the country and one of them came to her with a gun and insisted on her saying that she doesn’t believe in Jesus. She said that it was very scary, because they were everywhere, but she still didn’t say that.

When she told me her dream I understood it was not a simple one, it has something in it and I thought about it. We’ll have elections soon in our country and I thought that we should pray for the communists not take power over our country. But when I started to pray I understood that it was not what God wanted to show in this dream. I put the dream aside but couldn’t forget about it.

Conversation with the Husband

“Who is God?”

Some ask this question once in a lifetime, some every day. The question, that makes us think who is God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. God has many sides: Love, Savior, Teacher, Messiah, God of Forgiveness, and God of Healing.  He’s strict and just. At this moment of my life God opens to me as God the Father. He gives me His anointing, His love, His style of life. As the physical father God cares of me every second. He loves me no matter what! I love Him very much and desire His presence. Every time when He comes He’s different, because He knows my heart and what I need most of all at special period of time. He teaches me to love others. To look at people through His love.

A Long Story

I don’t know what to begin with. It’s funny for me not to know what to begin with. Yes, impossible is possible. But there really is a question: how to gather everything mixed with thoughts, heart and spirit. One time you want to say so many things but can’t find appropriate words and the best way to tell everything is to be quiet. But not this time! That’s why I start.

Part 1 Spiritual Invalid

“It’s not a wound, but trauma”, answered God my question why my wound can not be healed. I started to cry because immediately Holy Spirit reminded me about the story when God injured Jacob’s thigh and Jacob was crippled for the rest of his life. Applying this story to myself I understood that God is not going to heal me because my wound is not a wound but a trauma with which I’ll have to live for the rest of my life. But God would not be God if He hadn’t given me hope.