Rejection

I want to share my testimony that I received this spring about where the spirit of rejection lives and how it works. Of course, you may not believe me, because this is my personal revelation that Jesus told me. In the Bible, you will not find a Scripture which speaks directly about the spirit of rejection, but is the Bible the only word of God? After all, God speaks to us in many ways, and John wrote that all the books in the world will not be enough to write about what Jesus did and said. That’s why I do not hesitate, when I can not exactly find in the Bible what Jesus said to me, but when I ask Him to confirm what I was said or what I saw, then He shows me similar moments of Scripture.

Here's what I found out about this spirit. If you are not an exception, you have heard that you are a rejected person. But last spring God spoke to me, and it changed my thinking.

Last spring I was talking to one person, and suddenly I felt something not good came between us. I was very surprised, because I love this man, he is very good. It meant a lot to me. And because my attitude is very open, I asked whether he feels the same. He said that everything was OK, that he feels comfortable. I do not know whether he lied to me or not, because it was impossible not to notice what came between us at that moment. He would like to ignore it, but I could not do that, I really did not like that feeling. I could not put into words what it was, but it was definitely something negative. He asked whether I felt a wall between us, I said - no. Then he waved his head to show that he understood and asked whether he could pray for me, but under one  condition that I would not argue with him. Of course, I agreed, because I trust him and I did not expect what happened next.

That man started to pray for the spirit of rejection to leave me, for me to be free, to feel acceptance and love from all the people that surround me.

I stood, took the prayer and could not understand why I feel sick of it. I listened to the words and realized that he says everything right, but I don’t feel good. I stood there, waving my head because what he said was correct, but I couldn’t admit that I felt even worse, because I promised him that I would not argue.

A few days later this prayer surfaced in my memory, and I again felt sick. The point is that at that time in my life Jesus healed me from an inferiority complex. Healing was not there, Jesus has just raised it to the surface of my heart, and slowly said and showed me that I am worthy and complete. And this prayer again made me think that I am kind of not complete. I started to think that the spirit of rejection was in me, and I felt like it started to humiliate me. I began to remember moments where I was rejected, not understood, and I began to cry to God. And then, I heard a voice saying to me: "Rejection should not humiliate you, it must humiliate those who reject!". Wow, I thought, I'd never heard of it before. And I began to think on these words, and I noticed that it was true. If I’m rejected, it does not mean that the spirit of rejection is in me. Jesus was constantly rejected, but it was not the spirit of rejection in Him. Yes, He was just as wounded as I am by this spirit, but rejection did not come from Him, but from the people around Him who reject.

And that's the main reason why people can not deal with rejection - this is because they look for it in the wrong room! Rejection leads us by the nose, creating the appearance of where it lives. It lives in the one who rejects, not in the one who is rejected. How do I see it? I see it as two rooms: rejection lives in one room (where also lives the pride), and in the other room there are the wounds from this  spirit. And the lie is that we are taught to see the room with wounds, go there and cast out rejection, thus causing more injuries. At that time,  we need to go into the room with the wounds and pour love, repent for having rejected people.

That’s why now, when I hear the prayers through which people want to get rid of rejection and instead of repenting utter he cries trying to make this spirit go out, it’s ridiculous for me to look how people wave their fists in the air with such serious faces. Everything is much easier – if you want to get rid of rejection ask God and people, whom you rejected and didn’t accept for forgiveness. Mind your heart – be free!!!

That prayer has shown me that the person correctly saw that there was rejection between us because of which I felt bad.  But the problem was that it was not mine rejection, but his. Not I rejected him, but he rejected me and because I had problems with accepting myself I got the ball, but I shouldn’t have. And I remembered a few times when I was rejected and I thought that it was my fault. But it is lies of the devil for the person not to become personality. If you are rejected it is not your problem, it is a problem of those who do not accept you. Forgive those people: the stone which the builders rejected, the heavenly Father has become the cornerstone.

You may be wounded, but stay free of this spirit, just as Jesus and other disciples. You don’t have to prove anything to anyone, be yourself. Love people and accept them as they are. Accept and love those who love you and don’t love you, who understand you and who don’t, and especially love those who reject you, they are just people who haven’t coped with their rejection yet.  Treat people how God treats you!

Love God and learn to love people!